atman <=> brahman: notes on nudging, encounters with the ‘education’ of dazzling kids-youth & future of bharat
January 29, 2026
(this is a 2000+ word ‘essay’ interspersed with random screengrabs – so feel free to quit, now!)
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…once in a while, given my circumstances and in spite of my rather insignificant capabilities, acumen & life experiences, I get the opportunity to work with some really bright, high IQ kids (and a significant number of such youngfolks – some of whom are still in touch with me, after all these years – and quite a few have become tech entrepreneurs), infused with a good work-ethic & finitiative – a fantastic product of their inherited genes, parental and other environmental factors nurturing them along… leading to & nudged along by their incredibly self-propelled curiosity, agency & capacity for slog. (Level-1)
ALL of them, stochastic combination of events & pathways, if you will, of course.
…and even with this already very thin population, only occasionally does one get even a sideways opportunity to talk about LENR, Quantum sensing, Microcontrollers, Dissipative structures, Fluid analogies, Recursions, Liouville’s theorem, Vlasov-Poisson system, Oort cloud, Kardashev scale, HAARP, Godel universe, Hamilton’s equations, Maxwell’s fantastic ideas, Bell’s theorem, Synthetic fuels, Super capacitors etc etc kind of magical stuff +++ +++ – with these autodidactic kids. (Level-2)
…and within this, there is a very very extremely thin slice of youngfolks who also have this incredible appetite for DIY.
Working with hands, I mean. The doers of the physical world. The non-conscious practitioners of Gnana & Karma yoga. Polymaths. (Level-3)
And, within this incredibly thin slice, there are some who have this bharatiyata also ingrained in them. +Bhakti yogins, I mean. (so far, even given my limited sample size & of course knowledge – I have met one such; so there must be several thousand such brilliances, given the size/population/diversity/scope of bharat!) (Level-4; would-be future Polymathaadhipatis!)
And so, when one gets that (really probabilistically very low chance) delirious luck of even bumping into Level-1 folks, that is definitely nor indifferently frittered away.
Definitely not by me, if I can help it.
One grabs such a grand-gift with infinite greed & enthusiasm. And, one seizes the day, night & everything in between, to provide even a hint of a nudge perhaps, like that mongoose from Mahabharata (Anugita parva?) or that squirrel from that Ramayana of Sri Gona Buddareddy (of ~13th Century CE?).
(or is the earlier reference to this gilahari/squirrel incident from Sri Thodaradippodiazhwar?? (of the very over-enthusiastically if not iffily dated usual & typical ‘Tamil’ timeline fiction trash))
…one grabs such folks, because the future of Bharat as a Civilization depends on them – for both thought as well as action leadership, moored in the bharatiya traditions dating back to the swirling mists of the pasts, while pushing for progress, oh the infinite & endless progress…
However, a sobering thought & reality is that of some 15+ ‘high potential’ lads/lasses (some 90% of non-Tamil parentage, many with ‘mixed’ backgrounds, language-wise; also true that 3 others dropped out after a few months of engagement) that I have been fortunate enough to work with, specifically on a 1-1 basis in the past few decades, only one young man is (still!) in Bharat. Incidentally, this lone youngman was/is also interested in Sanskrit. The very few Tamil ones, were clueless/non-curious about Tamil, could barely read it – the sigh of the times, what else!
Currently am sort of engaged with just one, intermittently with another; have become very choosy too, given my other commitments. And in any case, I don’t think any of them will stay back in Bharat, beyond a couple of years hence, at the very best.
A bummer, but ‘if what is leaking out a barrel is oil, then what is there in that barrel is likely to be oil.’ And, some lads may come back, not necessarily because of any notions of patriotism (fair enough), but may be because of opportunities, avenues & openings- that would make professional, career & comfort sense for them. May be. In all likelihood. Also, there may be ‘push factors’ from wherever they migrate/drift over too. (whatever that works for Bharat)
Again, I know that there are many, many kids with great potential, all over Bharat, spread across various stratifications in our society, who are merely waiting for opportunities and scope to flower – with or without affirmation action hijinks.
Irrespective of the above, am generally upbeat about Bharat, of course. Now, after the past 10+ years of BJP rule at the centre, even more so.
(screengrab from Captain Fantastic (2016))
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Okay.
Whenever I see Physics school textbooks (especially of the world-famous education system of #DravidianModel Tamilnadu), I weep. I lament the fate of an endless number of hapless kids who go through the mostly pointless drivel – with all its horrible mistakes and meaningless nonsense.
Like for example, the laughable myth that electrons/charges run around the wires causing current – which we use to light up lamps (or in the Tamil case: for spreading darkness). To rub salt into the wounds, there are these infernal comparisons to plumbing systems that books routinely use, and the teacher-cheaters usually vomit out! Stupid analogies, bloody hell!
In fact, so incensed that I was because I had to deal with such useless texts year-after-freakin’-year, I feverishly wrote up a reasonable Physics textbook (within the ‘syllabus’) draft (for Higher Secondary) in some two months and even sent it unsolicited for free to TN textbook society. I also submitted/handed-over a printed copy of the text! (I think the office was then somewhere near College Road, Nungambakkam, IIRC)
(p.81 of Vol 1, 12th Grade Physics text book, reprinted in 2022; leave alone the fact that the idea is WRONG, even the water flowing out from the pipe is flowing to the left, a physical impossibility! TN Govt #DravidianModel text books are choc-a-block with such mistakes of cognition & representation, across subjects! Perfect models for ideal shoddiness!)
This was in 2011-12 or so, IIRC; of course, I followed up etc for a while and gave up. #DravidianModel hates excellence in anything, except in the case of its favorite activities of loot, rape, drugs, alcohol & propaganda.
…So, frustrated though I am, when I had to deal with some exhilarating stuff with a kid at Level-1 recently, I had to post about it on X, which of course had ‘become viral’ eventually and had a whopping 64, 000, 000, 000 x 10-9 views! Amazing!!
Never thought I could be such a great ‘social media influencer!’
Thanks for all the support. Really,
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A note that I wrote to another lad, in the context of working with promising young fellows, last week:
Am focusing almost entirely on everyday macroscopic biology and chemistry — the stuff that makes up our human bodies, tissues, cells, molecules, and how they ‘touch’ or interact without literally contacting. Of course we have beaten these ideas to death, however, am providing a summary, wrapping up our such discussions, as we are nearing the endpoint of our youngagement.
In that specific domain (99.999…% of the forces we humans actually feel or experience in daily life), the electromagnetic force really does dominate all relevant interactions – and after beginning to work with you youngman, thinking about the whole deal as a constant background-nagging thread, dreaming of Poynting vectors, waking-up with a start and then occasionally ranting about life, meaning, reality, abstraction – and therefore – math, physics and the like – let me summarize, perhaps, the only fundamental truth:
We (including all the ‘inanimate’ objects that constitute our universe, including blackholes, stars, planets, neublae and insterstellar clouds) are all a coherent self-interacting formation of fascinating electromagnetic fields, and these fields are radiated and supported by small clumps of matter that are very extremely rarified/sparse in space and do not physically touch each other, at all.
(the source for the above italicized portion in my text is an adaptation/copy of the highlighted portion from the snippet)
Everything, E V E R Y T H I N G, including our objective reality, perception are all downstream of the above.
May be the energy (consciousness??) of the whole thing, carried by the aforesaid fields (also including the three other fundamental forces – weak nuclear, strong nuclear & gravitational) is what is called Brahman – as in Hindu-Indian philosophical systems.
Atman = Brahman. Of course.
(may be this is too much reality, completely orthogonal to talent search tests, schoolboard exams and syllabi, but the above summarizes what some ‘similarly disposed’ friends and I have been discussing/arguing over for a while now, not that these thoughts are original or anything!
(remember? aren’t we all are standing on the shoulders of giants? – and of course we have incidentally chatted about it a bit)
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Oh well. I must also mention that, for a few years, I had been a part of a group/outfit which was supposed to focus on ‘gifted’ kids, give them exposure to various avant-garde things along with the development of ‘critical thinking’ in them etc etc – a fundamentally good idea (except critical thinking), but the effort is somewhat lumbering along in delirium because the addressable market is not tappable and scaling-up operations is oh so laboursome. The outfit also chases the chimera of ‘teacher training for excellence.’ My heartfelt best wishes to it. This is because, mostly it operates in ‘good faith.’
Anyway, I quit the outfit not exactly cordially, as the activities/core-ideas became more and more LeLi & Secular, more or less cabalish, if not totally into I-scratch-you and you-scratch-me ideology; of course – the founders were/are all exCorporate high-fliers, bright folks with pedigreed/hallowed education backgrounds – but with a twisted deracinated outlook.
That’s a long story, but the point is that – if at all there is some additional exposure given to bright students via non-govt sources/entities – it is mostly done only for urban-elite (this is not incorrect per se, and needs to be encouraged) save a few ‘scholarship’/sponsored lads from financially challenged families.
But Indian population is HUGE, and in each and every small village there are at least a couple of exceptional kids who need to be identified and nurtured – so that these kids and Bharat, benefit immensely from the efforts. There would of course be collateral advantages to these merit-based (really based) efforts like mediocrity falling by the roadside.
And, this can happen only via robust, long-term, Government funded special-ops schools, with their own dedicated/excellent staff, commanding good pay+infra structures.
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A Nation/Civilization can meaningfully progress only when its talented folks are nurtured, admired & celebrated instead of the pursuit of the obtuse & criminal DIE (Diversity Inclusion Equity) nonsense. These talented folks would then help directly and/or indirectly via entrepreneurships, especially via hardcore manufacturing – thereby increasing GDP, employments scenarios and hence, more revenue for the Government.
Imagined victimhoods, hallucinated oppressions, propagandized historical-hysterical wrongs and the like will not take us anywhere. Nor do nondescript freebies. Nor do ‘blaming the past’ for our current inadequacies/fate…
“…die, DIE!”
Bharat’s education should focus on Engineering & Technology including design (and Sciences, selectively) instead of on bullshit stuff like sociology, cultural anthropology, english literature, MBA, post-modernism & political science(!!!) etc, including the ‘Critical Theory’ derivative nonsense! (of course including any X Y Z to which ‘studies’ is tagged/appended – like gender, women, dalit, subaltern, southasian etc)
Of course, we should take pride in our genuine civilizational achievements & listen to our hoary traditions; of course, if there are/were issues, we should acknowledge them, adapt and go.
(screengrab from Captain Fantastic (2016); of course as the Starwars grandmaster Yoda says, “Do or do not, there is no try.”)
As a nation, our foci should be on good nutrition availability for all children, affordable healthcare systems, more navodaya type schools extending to the block levels, ‘vocational’ current-trade courses, encouragement of entrepreneurship by closing down bullshit regulation/admin departments (whose only current focus is on graft and harassment) and spread of useful infrastructures.
(and am not very sure about the need for ‘more’ higher education institutions (anyway they are mainly for networking, elite formation & virtual signaling) except in the case of hard sciences, medicine, high-tech and the like – the rest would probably be irrelevant thanks to democratization of ideas, media, courses etc via the Internet)
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मित्राणि धन धान्यानि प्रजानां सम्मतानिव।
जननी जन्म भूमिश्च स्वर्गादपि गरीयसी ॥
(6-124-17 Yuddhakanda, Valmiki Ramayana, Hindi Prachara Press, Madras (1930) – edited by Sri TR. Krishnachary, Edited by Sri TR. Vemkobachary; literal translation: “…friends, riches and the grains are highly honoured in this world. [but] Mother and mother-land are far superior to even the heaven.”)
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(ps: am not sorry about the gratuitous+unsolicited advice and general rabidity embedded in the above post, they are my views after all, and of course, your mileage may vary – so be rather wary)
Is there any evidence to say that ‘Sangam Age’ is a myth & that things do not add up? (of course this is not to say that ettuthogai works or later patthu-p-pattu collection don’t exist)
Let us explore just one point in this context. Read the rest of this entry »
(or) …the tragedy of Muslims of India (um, mainly for the Hindus) – an averse text: Read the rest of this entry »
(…before some #D lapdog comes running around pitifully whining & wailing that this post is, in poor-taste-as-usual & is actually a grave mistake – well, I can only say in self-offence that, I did not write it.
In fact, ChatGPT wrote it for me. Honestly. No kidding.
Also, I did not even have to write a labored prompt to elicit this response – fact is that, #DravidianModel is of course world-famous (don’t we all know that?) and the staggering volumes of trainable-data and labelled information that is available on the model is indeed the world’s BIGGEST LLM – Large Language Model!
So, it is no wonder – even when I was merely asking for ‘ideas to beautify the Marina beach of Chennai‘ – the generative AI could give me a massive dissertation on it, worth multiple PhDs!!!)
Anyway. Read the rest of this entry »
5 journal articles/tech reports/essays – 1-5
September 23, 2024
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For a few decades now, I have consciously made it a practice to go thru 3-5 aforesaid fascinating (& scholarly) write-ups per day, if not for anything else, but for at least keeping the gray-cells alive or in a suitable state of being tickled etc – in an otherwise staid, stagnant, stinky & festering blight that the anti-knowledge, anti-intellectual & dishonest – I mean, Dravidian environment… Read the rest of this entry »
The problems of Hooch (illicit liquor) & IMFL related deaths & disabilities are ENTIRELY blamable on the scumbag #DravidianModel. Read the rest of this entry »
Folks like young Sri Shankar Jayapal. Read the rest of this entry »
3 tragic tweets/x-posts on the even more tragic state of education in #dravidianmodel accursed tamilnadu
May 22, 2024
I stand-by EVERY ONE of them in-toto, as I have talked to relevant people and have been suffering from the debilitating & nefarious #DravidianModel (under both DMK & AIADMK), along with pupils for like decades now…
- How are 10th and 12th grade board exam results shamelessly manipulated (from 2011 or so – TILL date!) by the Dravidian scum of Tamilnadu – just to look good…
- Why is EVERYTHING wrong with the Education system in Tamilnadu, sadly more so with its ‘Higher Education’, whose Dravidian leaders believe ONLY in fabrication of everything under the sun, I mean The Rising Son…
- Data on the PhD-MS factories that Tamilnadu Universities are…
This is a guest column by my dear crude friend (but not so so so crude like the Dravidians, though!) Sacha ‘Borat’ Baron Cohen. I thank him for his candour.
It has three Make Benefit parts: Lemuria, Chennai Flooding & Tamilnadu Law(lessness) and Order(=Chaos, actually).
What’s more – as Borat adds in his forwarding note, the current CM of TN, MK Stalin is actually implementing his Kazakhstani Model for make benefit glorious TN – but calls it ‘Dravidian Model.’ Read the rest of this entry »
The intent & effectiveness of the #DravidianModel hate propaganda, what to do about it, etc – notes
November 3, 2023
Am reproducing a tweet thread, along with some discussions & rejoinders for a reasonable completeness of the notes & afterthoughts. Read the rest of this entry »
frank banter with ‘failed’ youth – notes
September 26, 2023
It is not that yours-sincerely’s services are sought for, only in terms of giving ‘career suggestions’ or explaining the lay-of-the-land to the impressionable & adolescent kids (adolescents, their parents, ‘career’ choices, ‘counseling’ & life – some suggestions & notes May 7, 2022) – but sometimes it extends to giving some ‘encouragement’ [hic] to depressed kids – who for some reason or the other have ‘missed the academic bus’ – or at least currently have received a set-back to their plans.
These ‘misses’ include IIT-JEE and the like. Read the rest of this entry »
febrile, politically incorrect & tauntingly traumatizing notes on ‘education’ (and therefore life)
June 12, 2023
Off and on, I have youngaged myself in ‘school education’ & some amount of collegiate stuff for many years now, though am sorta oldaged currently. Read the rest of this entry »
This is not necessarily a commentary on the current affairs, namely – the narrative wail that: ‘Sengol/Chengol/Scepter handing over ceremony in 1947 is/was feudal, despicably anti-progressive, unacceptable & anyway, was totally fabricated…’
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Ma: Dei Ramaswamy… Come here, I want to show you how your Appa looked like in an old photo… come, come…
LeLi: Oh come on, amma – am tired and sick of your nostalgia; you are always loopy and narrate the same story a gazillion times. In any case, how can I be sure that he was indeed my appa?
Ma: What? Have you gone mad or what?
LeLi: What what?? It is you – who is senile and downing tablets forever counting your days, not ME! It is YOU who is nuts…
Ma: Ayyo! It is my karma. All purva-janma papa. That, I have to listen to all this!
LeLi: See, I only have high sugar, high BP, high hypertension, deafness, NDTV, TheHindu, dravidianism, liberalism & youtube channel subscriptions. Otherwise I am fine. Look at you, you can’t even walk. You wobble & waddle like a duck.
Ma: Ishvara! You should take care of yourself, you are also ageing. In any case, I hope to die before you… Hope Sri Rama blesses me with your long & healthy life…
LeLi. Enough of advice and sentimental maudlin nonsense, you take care of yourself first… But, you can’t even do that…
Ma: True, I should… Agree that this argument started only because I wanted to show you a photo of the wedding day of your father and I. I am really sorry about it…
LeLi: I have seen it umpteen times, am sick and tired of the whole thing! You start the WHOLE thing and then apply reverse gear! How am I to cope with this?
Ma: You know, we got married in 1947, the day of Indian independence? The photo is the proof of it. We had both pinned the Indian flag to our kalyana-dress, see see…
LeLi: Look, don’t get me started AGAIN! Photos can be photoshopped. Understand some technology at least!
Ma: What? What is that? We never shopped or anything. In those days there were only local Nadar provision shops… what are you saying!?
LeLi: For you ‘WhatsApp University’ people, nothing can be taught. I should have known better than to have a mother like you…
Ma: Dei… Just look at this photo… you know, your appa wore the flag upside down and I had to discreetly correct him, heh heh…
LeLi: What HEH HEH! What is the PROOF that he was MY dad? Some old pig-eared grainy photo? What the hell!
Ma: Ayyo, Deivameh! Isvara! What has happened to my Son, is he feverish?
LeLi: No. I am not running temperature. But am angry that, there is NO proof that he was my real Appa, my truthful biological father – though you were indeed my Amma, perhaps…
Ma: Ayyo! What happened to my son today? How can you demand proof for this! Don’t you have any sense of shame?
LeLi: Why not? We scientifically minded people, only believe-in those things based on evidence…
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Ma: Here is the old yellow-pink wedding invitation; you know, the wedding happened in Pazhani? Before and after Kalyanam we prayed to Bhagawan Muruga… Gnyana panditha he is…
LeLi: What is this stupid piece of crazy shit?! Even this can be photoshopped! Bah!!
Ma: What is this shop you keep talking about…I don’t understand!
LeLi: It is my misfortune that I have a mother who doesn’t understand the basics of Technology. See Amma, what is the proof that HE was my bloody Appa??
Ma: What proof can I give, I used to wear a Mangalya Sutra, and that is there in the Almirah somewhere… Good that your Appa passed away many years ago! He doesn’t have to listen to all this … kashta kaalam… what to do…
LeLi: How can your thaali or mangalyam be a proof for my biological father?
Ma: What? May be I can ask my brother and tell you his personal experience of the wedding, its details etc? Hope he remembers, he has Alzheimers…
LeLi: No. We nitpicking & dazzlingly brilliant people do not operate based on mere anecdotal evidence…
Ma: May be, I can give you a testimony from the Sastrigal who conducted our wedding rituals? Fortunately he is still alive & taking care of himself in our ancestral village near Gobichettypalayam – his sons have all passed away, and grandchildren are all well-settled in america, canada and australia…
LeLi: How many times should I tell you – how can a simpleton crossbelt kudumi be a proof! That too to scientifically determine my parentage? That too after so many years?
Amma: Oh no… How am I EVER going to convince my own son that he is indeed my own son! I can’t even cry because… …
LeLi: Look here Amma, I am saying this for the last time… I want to know the correct details of my real, biological father, not someone I have merely been told is my father without any evidence whatsoever… the days of meaningless traditions and superstitions are over… I need solid, clear & independently verifiable proofs for the following:
1. DNA certificate (from an internationally accepted labs) to prove that my ‘father’ was actually born of his parents, to claim a certain lineage (one has to do a thorough job, you see…)
2. Photo IDs of them – along with proofs of residence.
3. DNA certificates of yours and that of my ‘father.’
4. If DNA certificates can’t be given (see, I am quite a reasonable man…) then:
a. Sworn affidavits from other people who have actually seen you and your ‘partner’ getting into the bedroom together & leaving it, assuming that there was no one else already in that room. I would also need circumstantial evidence for the presence of those other people, mind you.
b. Your menstrual cycles mapping based on my date of birth to arrive at a date of conception that should correlate to the above affidavits. (Oh my GOD! I remember that my own Birth Certificate did not exist then, so may be my entire birth has been faked!)
c. … …
Amma: Ayyo! Kadavule! I never thought I would live to hear this (cries, almost faints, falls down)
LeLi: What? You do not want to argue and represent your case systematically and with tangible evidence!? Can’t believe that you are MY Amma! Bah! May be you were my surrogate mother or what??
Amma: Please s t o p… what has got into you, Dei!?
LeLi: Nothing. I am my usual self – that is – normal, thinking, rational, progressive, secular self – full of scientific temper & immense love for Jawaharlal Nehru, his grace, his dazzling brilliance & his everything else…
Okay, I will give you chance to redeem yourself from your stinking Hinduism and stupidity repackaged shit called Sanatana Dharma, though I am really sick of your shenanigans…
But I want to redeem you from your superstitions, brahminical patriarchy and self-hating misogyny… Here’s a 1 Re coin – am going to toss it.
If it is heads, then I will convert to Christianity.
If it is not and is tails – I would convert to Islam.
Amma: I s h v a r a aaaaaaaa…
(curls up and dies instantly)
LeLi: Good riddance. Now, let me toss my coin anyway…
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(of everything…)
tamil translation charlie foxtrot
May 23, 2023
Ayyo! 😩 Read the rest of this entry »
“Who first came up with theory that Tamil Murugan is different from Skanda-Kartikeya-Subrahmanya?”
April 15, 2023
Sri Badri Seshadri asked that question on Twitter a while ago (24th July 2022), and I responded (25th July, 2022) with some notes/takes.
This post captures it for (pre)posterity, for whatever it is worth, with some minor edits. Read the rest of this entry »
“Penis mightier than Sword”
February 1, 2023
oops, ooopiss & fellow 7.5s – that probably was a typo; please read it as ‘Pen is.’ Oh the horror! :-(
I was not planning to post about the current controversy involving the feckless fantasy attempt of the current Dravidian DMK govt headed by the namesake of that celebrated Marshal Stalin, the mass murderer of Russia – to install a statue of a Pen, to commemorate his father (& benefactor) M Karunanidhi’s professional prowess & procreative acumen. Read the rest of this entry »
Mughals & their Hindu Slave industry/trade – some facts & notes
January 21, 2023
One of the many persistent & elaborate myths of ‘Mughals’ is that they were particularly egalitarian & that their rule was ‘just.’ Of course, they treated their citizens/subjects equally, irrespective of their religions.
But the fact is that they were hopeless & dastardly bigots – and singled out their Hindu subjects for terrible ill-treatment, one of which is the subject of this post – namely, ‘Slavery of the Hindus’ – including exporting & gifting of them – and making enormous profits out of the ‘trade’ so-called. Read the rest of this entry »
TK Akhilan’s thoughtful & fabulous reflections on Richard Hamming’s thought-provoking, evergreen essay
January 17, 2023
A couple of posts ago on this blog, there was this recommendation of Mahamaho Richard Hamming’s brilliant essay: You and Your Research.
And, then Sriman, young TKA has actually read it in full (may be one of a very few who committed that crime?), reflected on it and has been sweet enough to share his thoughts… His essay is reproduced verbatim, below – with his permission. Read the rest of this entry »
Tamil Dating Industry: ‘Sangam Age’ spins & our lovely Tamil Hysteriagraphy – quick notes
January 5, 2023
> I was reading your blog and in several articles you have talked about dating sangam literature and how they are not as old as they are claimed to be. Could you please refer me to papers or books regarding this? Most of the respected authors I have come across seem to date the oldest of our Tamil poems to at least 1st century CE. Apologies if you’ve linked references and I’ve missed them.
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A query from a young man:
> I was reading your blog and in several articles you have talked about dating sangam literature and how they are not as old as they are claimed to be. Could you please refer me to papers or books regarding this? Most of the respected authors I have come across seem to date the oldest of our Tamil poems to at least 1st century CE. Apologies if you’ve linked references and I’ve missed them.
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